{"id":7923,"date":"2016-12-31T21:12:34","date_gmt":"2017-01-01T02:12:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/?p=7923"},"modified":"2021-10-19T11:25:13","modified_gmt":"2021-10-19T15:25:13","slug":"as-if-our-forever-were","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/as-if-our-forever-were\/","title":{"rendered":"As if Our Forever Were"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"grid kcm\">\n<div class=\"grid__item one-whole portable--auto lap--auto palm--auto\">\n<pre>Regret or accept, the past begets\r\na new horizon every instant even\r\nwhen I forget what I was about \r\nto say, friends, champagne bursts \r\nout of our time, a laughter shared,\r\nlight to the mind, tender tonight\r\nas bubbles lift our body&rsquo;s history\r\nuntil the gap widens enough to fit  \r\nexpectations on bashed cobwebs. \r\n\r\nI wander around the shore, but \r\nas I fall deeper into the forest\r\nthe power to force your way into\r\nthe next instant diminishes, bound\r\nto the rules of complexity, slay\r\nthe book that contains the riddle \r\nof who I am surrounded by endless\r\nlabyrinths shining a path toward \r\nthe emptiness I am while in awe. \r\n\r\nWe are not completely in control\r\nof what constitutes us, nor who \r\nwe are, a harvest of intermingling\r\nthoughts, spires colliding, settle \r\nas the horizon brings me the caring\r\nneeded to free me from a what if:\r\nWhat if the done hadn't been?\r\nWhat if the wasn't was done?  \r\n\r\nAnd as the year leaves us, what \r\nI did leaves me its branches too, \r\ncan't undo a mistake with a grin \r\nbut I can learn to forget the tears\r\nof a what if while drunk by a sunset.  \r\n\r\nEven when unsettled by a what if, \r\npatience awakens calmness, bursts \r\nblisters of misplaced possibilities\r\nand widens a gap with each today\r\nas it comes to pass, able or unable \r\nto change it, sorrow, for tomorrow \r\nto come, for us to grow and expand, \r\nas if our forever were to be this\r\nuniverse kindled by fond memories.  \r\n\r\n<\/pre>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Regret or accept, the past begets a new horizon every instant even when I forget what I was about to say, friends, champagne bursts out of our time, a laughter shared, light to the mind, tender tonight as bubbles lift &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/as-if-our-forever-were\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7925,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3,1760,1759],"tags":[534,332,1147,1220,1771,1856,24,1334,1503,1895,1315,1353,1316,1858,1906,1095,28,76,449,392,1470,951,1883,1235,97,354,16,69,1807,1457,30,673],"form":[1927],"genre":[1843],"type_image":[1938,1767,1756],"type_audio":[],"type_video":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7923"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7923"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7923\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9185,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7923\/revisions\/9185"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7925"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7923"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7923"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7923"},{"taxonomy":"form","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/form?post=7923"},{"taxonomy":"genre","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/genre?post=7923"},{"taxonomy":"type_image","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/type_image?post=7923"},{"taxonomy":"type_audio","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/type_audio?post=7923"},{"taxonomy":"type_video","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/type_video?post=7923"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}