{"id":8089,"date":"2017-01-19T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2017-01-19T14:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/?p=8089"},"modified":"2021-10-19T11:21:17","modified_gmt":"2021-10-19T15:21:17","slug":"this-mortal-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/this-mortal-love\/","title":{"rendered":"This Mortal Love"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Thousands of strange faces, only\r\none charmer, ingrained pacemaker \r\ngone wrong, mechanical artifice \r\nthat can’t love. \r\n\r\nIsn’t bradycardia.\r\nIt’s a gridlock. \r\nLifeline’s dead.\r\n\r\nThis love elevated my cholesterol\r\nwhile I waited for your call, it \r\nchose not to warn me I could fall\r\nin love, who’s to blame? Pacemaker \r\ngone wrong, charmer, words empty,\r\nthe stretch of a coronary stent?\r\n\r\nYou did it, didn’t. \r\nIt's just my guilt. \r\nNo one is at fault.  \r\n\r\nIt’s the way our cells are built,\r\nmultiplicity, plurality, properly\r\neat, don’t strangulate the artery.\r\n\r\nForget the charmer! Do what's right.\r\n\r\nBut the heart\r\ndoesn’t forget, does what it does\r\neven when told: \r\n\r\nDon't let him encrust\r\nthat pacemaker, he'll never \r\nbe what love means to you.  \r\n\r\nIt will be, so I thought.\r\n\r\nPacemaker can't love but\r\nit'll regulate my hope, I say \r\nas I fall into cardiac arrest.\r\n\r\nNo more falling in love, I said\r\nbut it was too late. \r\n\r\n                         F\r\n\t\t\t  L\r\n\t\t\t A\r\n\t\t\t  T\r\n\t\t       💔\r\n\t\t\t L\r\n\t\t\t  I\r\n\t\t\t N\r\n\t\t\t  E\r\n\t\t\t  \r\nThousands of faces, but one charmer\r\nwho wanted to keep this mortal love\r\nto himself until either I was gone \r\nor I had learned how to truly love.\r\n\r\nAs only truth can derail a charm \r\nso strong. As only an honest care\r\ntoward ourselves can derail such \r\na mad enabler who only has a want: \r\nto be utterly loved. How dare he\r\nif love fair he doesn't care to be!\r\n \r\n<\/pre>\n
The medical terms can be visualized  here thanks to heart.org<\/a><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Thousands of strange faces, only one charmer, ingrained pacemaker gone wrong, mechanical artifice that can’t love. Isn’t bradycardia. It’s a gridlock. Lifeline’s dead. This love elevated my cholesterol while I waited for your call, it chose not to warn me … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8109,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3,1760,1759],"tags":[1982,1980,254,34,35,993,1895,50,9,187,10,11,1983,76,941,942,1981,130,1293,287,1979,169,1457,17,1508,1043,1078],"form":[1927],"genre":[1844,1932,491],"type_image":[1764,1756],"type_audio":[],"type_video":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8089"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8089"}],"version-history":[{"count":26,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8089\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9179,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8089\/revisions\/9179"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/8109"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8089"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8089"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8089"},{"taxonomy":"form","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/form?post=8089"},{"taxonomy":"genre","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/genre?post=8089"},{"taxonomy":"type_image","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/type_image?post=8089"},{"taxonomy":"type_audio","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/type_audio?post=8089"},{"taxonomy":"type_video","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/type_video?post=8089"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}