{"id":8672,"date":"2018-03-16T13:56:22","date_gmt":"2018-03-16T17:56:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/?p=8672"},"modified":"2021-11-16T18:02:11","modified_gmt":"2021-11-16T23:02:11","slug":"childhood-dreams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/childhood-dreams\/","title":{"rendered":"Childhood Dreams"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"grid kcm\">\n<div class=\"grid__item one-whole portable--auto lap--auto palm--auto top-no-padding bottom-no-padding center  \"><iframe src=\"https:\/\/player.vimeo.com\/video\/265031520\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<div class=\"grid__item one-whole portable--auto lap--auto palm--auto\">\n<pre> \r\nYour refection frightens me, where are you, childhood?\r\nI search empty rooms, gazing at the written on a wall:\r\nDon&rsquo;t forget I&rsquo;m still a child, still afraid of the dark.\r\n\r\nWords paralyze me, running away from childhood,\r\nonly to return to it inside my mind, searching over \r\nand over after parents have left, little affection left.\r\n\r\nDarkness covers me while integrity reintegrates \r\na desire to play where it is forbidden, old pirates, \r\nmirrors, merry-go-rounds, where are you, childhood? \r\n\r\nI&rsquo;m jumping rope with a glittering necklace until\r\nmishaps create a shadow of myself, perpetuating\r\na ritualistic adulthood, bead by bead, illuminated.\r\n\r\nMirroring childhood, dancing to rescued pieces \r\nof myself before death, so when the ringmaster\r\ncomes you&rsquo;ll be able to say: Not me, I&rsquo;m still \r\nmerry-go-rounding, can&rsquo;t rob me of my childhood. \r\n<\/pre>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Your refection frightens me, where are you, childhood? I search empty rooms, gazing at the written on a wall: Don&rsquo;t forget I&rsquo;m still a child, still afraid of the dark. Words paralyze me, running away from childhood, only to return &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/childhood-dreams\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8674,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1570,3,1760,1759,1574],"tags":[551,1443,1986,223,522,21,794,33,34,1895,231,1943,1846,218,449,77,547,1642,1821,1216,1845,892,1318,630],"form":[1741],"genre":[1843,126],"type_image":[1566],"type_audio":[],"type_video":[2051],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8672"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8672"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8672\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9739,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8672\/revisions\/9739"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/8674"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8672"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8672"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8672"},{"taxonomy":"form","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/form?post=8672"},{"taxonomy":"genre","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/genre?post=8672"},{"taxonomy":"type_image","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/type_image?post=8672"},{"taxonomy":"type_audio","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/type_audio?post=8672"},{"taxonomy":"type_video","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/type_video?post=8672"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}