{"id":8783,"date":"2019-01-23T14:35:13","date_gmt":"2019-01-23T19:35:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/?p=8783"},"modified":"2021-10-19T10:57:38","modified_gmt":"2021-10-19T14:57:38","slug":"the-recurrence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/linaru.com\/en\/the-recurrence\/","title":{"rendered":"The Recurrence"},"content":{"rendered":"
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uneigentlich<\/strong>\r\n\r\nin an unknown\r\nprison &\r\nunsettling rain  \r\n\r\nanti-anxieties  \r\n& side effects \r\n\r\nglassenheit<\/strong>: I want to not-will but how can I not will if I’m willing unwilling <\/span>1<\/sup><\/a><\/span>\r\n\r\nthinking \r\nof the thinker \r\n& impossibilities \r\n\r\nanti-psychotics \r\n& side-effects \r\n\r\nhomelessness<\/strong>: I have no will; I am the result of what is itching on face \r\n\r\nplaced in a ward \r\nthen lost in a world \r\nwith walls all around \r\n \r\ndreams + \r\nthe unconscious \r\n\r\ngegend<\/strong>: the horizon that I let be is blurred, the nova unconcealed \r\n\r\nthe impossible \r\ndeadlock \r\nis revealed \r\n\r\nconsciousness +\r\neternal recurrence \r\n\r\nlichtung<\/strong>: nearby, the bonfire, aletheia burns unconditionally \r\n\r\nside-effects: Is Plato angry at me?\r\nanti-effects: Is Aristotle aware of me? \r\nside-effects: How does love feel?\r\nanti-gravity: Will I be floating forever? \r\nside-effects: Why do I really matter? \r\nanti-effects: Am I a cosmological event?\r\nside-effects: Why is Wittgenstein silent? \r\n\r\nereignis<\/strong>: the supernova concerned of its impending death\r\n\r\n“Wovon man nicht sprechen kann, darüber muss man schweigen.”<\/span>2<\/sup><\/a><\/span>\r\n\r\nlet me start by saying\r\n\r\nuneigentlich<\/strong>\r\n\r\nin an unknown\r\nprison &\r\nunsettling \r\nrain \r\nfrom a barred \r\nwindow \r\ncounting stars\r\n \r\none… two… three… \r\na million… and five.. \r\n\r\nanti-anxieties  \r\n& side effects \r\n\r\nnothingness, \r\ngo away, \r\nI can see through \r\nyou\r\n\r\nnaked thoughts \r\nevaporating \r\n\r\nanti-psychotics \r\n& side-effects \r\n\r\nmimetic\r\nasymmetric \r\ndialectic \r\ncatastrophic \r\ndynamic \r\n\r\nif the thinker \r\nis a lie,\r\nthe origin \r\nof the universe\r\nstands beside \r\na curse \r\n\r\nlying to you, \r\nto themselves, \r\nto this earth\r\nwhile it is \r\nweeping \r\n\r\ndreams + \r\nthe unconscious \r\n\r\ntrying to wake us up\r\nfrom the nightmare\r\nwe’ve confabulated, \r\nthe sunrise appears\r\n\r\nconsciousness +\r\neternal recurrence \r\n\r\nnighttime appears\r\nas daytime floats  \r\n\r\nereignis<\/strong>\r\n\r\nlet me start by saying  \r\n\r\n(☉_☉) ≧❀‿❀≦ <\/span>3<\/sup><\/a><\/span> \r\n(★-皿-★)9 <\/span>4<\/sup><\/a><\/span>\r\n(★^O^★)(^_−)☆  <\/span>5<\/sup><\/a><\/span>\r\n♡＼(￣▽￣)／♡ <\/span>6<\/sup><\/a><\/span> \r\n( • )( • )ԅ(≖‿≖ԅ) <\/span>7<\/sup><\/a><\/span>\r\n(\/￣ー￣)\/~~☆’.･.･:★’.･.･:☆ <\/span>8<\/sup><\/a><\/span>\r\n〜〜(／￣▽)／　〜ф <\/span>9<\/sup><\/a><\/span>\r\n٩(ˊ〇ˋ*)و <\/span>10<\/sup><\/a><\/span>\r\n\r\n｀、ヽ｀ヽ｀、ヽ(ノ＞＜)ノ ｀、ヽ｀☂ヽ｀、ヽ <\/span>11<\/sup><\/a><\/span>\r\n\r\n<\/pre>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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