The Recurrence

uneigentlich

in an unknown
prison &
unsettling rain  

anti-anxieties  
& side effects 

glassenheit: I want to not-will but how can I not will if I’m willing unwilling 1

thinking 
of the thinker 
& impossibilities 

anti-psychotics 
& side-effects 

homelessness: I have no will; I am the result of what is itching on face 

placed in a ward 
then lost in a world 
with walls all around 
 
dreams + 
the unconscious 

gegend: the horizon that I let be is blurred, the nova unconcealed 

the impossible 
deadlock 
is revealed 

consciousness +
eternal recurrence 

lichtung: nearby, the bonfire, aletheia burns unconditionally 

side-effects: Is Plato angry at me?
anti-effects: Is Aristotle aware of me? 
side-effects: How does love feel?
anti-gravity: Will I be floating forever? 
side-effects: Why do I really matter? 
anti-effects: Am I a cosmological event?
side-effects: Why is Wittgenstein silent? 

ereignis: the supernova concerned of its impending death

“Wovon man nicht sprechen kann, darüber muss man schweigen.”2

let me start by saying

uneigentlich

in an unknown
prison &
unsettling 
rain 
from a barred 
window 
counting stars
 
one… two… three… 
a million… and five.. 

anti-anxieties  
& side effects 

nothingness, 
go away, 
I can see through 
you

naked thoughts 
evaporating 

anti-psychotics 
& side-effects 

mimetic
asymmetric 
dialectic 
catastrophic 
dynamic 

if the thinker 
is a lie,
the origin 
of the universe
stands beside 
a curse 

lying to you, 
to themselves, 
to this earth
while it is 
weeping 

dreams + 
the unconscious 

trying to wake us up
from the nightmare
we’ve confabulated, 
the sunrise appears

consciousness +
eternal recurrence 

nighttime appears
as daytime floats  

ereignis

let me start by saying  

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